i finished watching this video malcolm showed me on youtube, about this boy who commited suicide, a lil bit tear-jerking and morbid.. =\ feels weird, how do you actually accept and save a homosexual? what to say to the person? when you dont even know what the person should do or go from here...was just thinking

anyway, i listened to lotsa sad songs today..so kinda feeling left behind lah, feeling alone..hmm haha i usually let the music eat into me, so its true that what you focus on is ultimately what you're gonna end up being..NOT that i listen to Akon's "Mr. Lonely" thats crap the song.....so now im listening to lucie silvas, joss stone, frankie j... =\

" i cant let go no i cant let go of you..you're holding me back without even trying to...without lifting a finger you're holding me back..." - Cant Let Go by Landon Pigg

but how to? so lame.