why do i feel like i cant work and have a life at the same time? then how exactly do adults live their lifes man. taking all these odd jobs make me question why there are actually adults who are working with me and getting the same pay as me. its kinda bad for them, because i dont feel like 6.50 per hour is any motivation at all. but anw, it makes it think i gotta really study to make sure i start off better at work, even if paper qualifications doesnt exactly mean you're better at working.

and another thing, working is a skill. socialising is a skill. you can be chao bad at studying yet so wise and capable at work. seriously, its not about how many As you get from an exam but rather your eq abilities. haha think about it!

today's sales was quite tiring..felt like murdering all the customers, haha giving them black faces so they'd stay away from my station and so i am able to clear up the mess. mango almost became a crime scene. =) haha oh yah living alone is kinda..weird, low security, and lonely? ( nah ) my home is really starting to appear like a hotel. deciding to meet my mum this sunday, gotta have a chat with her abt my dad, he's having some kinda serious troubles... but God will deliver him.