i've been quite absent from school, just recovered? i think recover liao lah, from throat infection .. think its cos i didnt take care of my voice during prayer meeting..but oh well, what a start to choir eh? haha its ok lah..

quite bumped i couldnt plan well the prayer meet this week though =( so it didnt really happen, but im hoping for next week. oh yah YINLING! please rem to reserve tues for us =DD haha ..anw it's great to have my mum home for a day per week, i still get kinda excited over her sleeping over =) so at least im nt home alone...yesterday we just watched charlotte's web! its was fabb! =D seriously loved juliet roberts voice - partially motherly patient and soothing... thought the ending song was almost excellent too! o yah and my mum wanted to buy wine for me haha but she asked me to go testing on my dad's collection at home first..i think i have the coolest mum!

actually i've realised the increased commitment AJC students or the J2 at least have this year for their studies, but i bet i'll only start feeling some kinda pressure mid term.. right nw our class like same as last year slack - though we no longer patronise the nexus, we're still hanging out at the canteen ( to yumm ) so pleeeaaassseeee, when you guys decide to fuel up on mugging, let me knoww!

anw my life's quite boring now..so nothing much to update cyall soon!

i always say wanna update end up never update one! anyway i gotta lift up indochine's the funkman live band perf. they're great, the kind of people who know almost any song (mainstream) under the sun and can play it for you at your request. wonderful, and the people in front of us were great too...they were sportingly singing the songs and they acted as though it was a karaoke bar, THANKGOD they were tolerable "D

before that we had teppanyaki w/ jiamei the corporate ladee. arighty tml i gotta go collect my pay! sort of a pay, but nothing much, i just hope its about 200$ can? "D for bf to be fulfilled! sch's been great i haven found myself a cca yet though , how to when im so busy slacking? eve has somehow pyschoed me into the crazy idea of joining air-rifle ^^ i dont really mind.

seriously..i bet this year will be fast-paced. i cant believe its already the second week X) i'll soon be 18. THAT'S 3RD OF MAY MY DEARS. plus, eve's getting old and legal this sat, whaaatt shalll weee dooo?!

hello 2007 and finally goodbye 2006 =) so much has happened this year, more than you know.. so so much! haha but i didnt blog about it nor does anyone really know everything too.. but its okay it has ended and 2007 has just begun! im not gonna ruin it.

now listen 2007, here's my expectation of you. this year, im gonna "keep trying til they call me" to join church choir, haha..the pressure kicks in when everyone keeps asking if you're in already =P! okay..this year, im gonna try to start a prayer meeting, this year im gonna get excellent grades, this year im gonna visit my dad @ china, this year im gonna grow spiritually !! this year, e141 will grow, and this year..i'll try to join POS. lol so that they wont make fun of AJC mugger spirit behind our backs.

so much for this year, i haven even started planning and pening it down yet.. i will soon, the moment i find my pencilbox lol..seriously unprepared for school. oh yah i gotta put in a word about thanksgiving, haha it was ridiculous but fun! i abso loved the performance, steve and jeremy were gr8 and so was the band. haha the barbarians loved em..but anw we won best dressed HAHA, unbelievable...at first it was nervewrecking to step out alone but in unity we were a much stronger tribe haha.. (: was fun..was fun...too bad barry couldnt join us really

they all came to my place to overnight...crapped alot...surprisingly a lot of pple were there to overnight. we celebrated jon's bday too..i kinda dont recall what actually happened already..all i know is i snoozed all the way til the evening the nxt day too...tml's sch reopening, i think im gonna hug a lot of pple i h0pe the atmosphere will be there haha..God must be laughing at me cos PE is my first lesson. and im in some kinda trouble with the PE teacher HAHA. oh well =[ no biggy all i owe her is 70 rounds of the track mah...

YOU piss me off. =( oh well you're a sucker anw.. =( =( YAY i am pissed off!

seriously, chinese song all sound the same to me. its so disgraceful for me, to be a chinese that doesnt really appreciate chinese. i feel so, half-ed. but anw i do speak chinese wad..well 20% ? haha, so cmon be gracious.

ytd's slpover / ton-marathon / countdown to xmas at jon's place was great, there were actually so many pple lar! haha and alkhaiddy and rui made it down! =D vincent n tessa's friend ( whom i've already forgotten the name - hanxiang? ) came too..pretty cool, we were have diy fondue haha, its nice but i bet we've all gain 10kg from it and yayuan that gym work we did have already long gone back on our butts. haha, sickening lar. but God didnt say filling ur mouth with overwhelming food is a sin, only the media says that.

no offence, i know xmas is great cos its Jesus's bday, somehow i feel new years will be more eventful. this time ( as usual i say ) i'm gonna make realistic resolutions.. cmon i wanna see myself actually maturing for 2007, plus im not THAT young already 18. if you realise many inspirational true stories, the lead is always 20 and under and changing the world. i dont wanna expire from it, that gives me at least 2 years more to ask for a miracle too

also, i should find some pro-ster to teach me on guitar, i am so limited in my musicality. i think if i know i want to do it and if i wanna be then i wanna be nothing short of the best. which requires me to find a master to take me under his/her apprenticeship plus time management.. AND PLEASE, when will my bs start?

i guess im late cos it's already 12:25, but anw MERRY XMAS! =)

i finished watching this video malcolm showed me on youtube, about this boy who commited suicide, a lil bit tear-jerking and morbid.. =\ feels weird, how do you actually accept and save a homosexual? what to say to the person? when you dont even know what the person should do or go from here...was just thinking

anyway, i listened to lotsa sad songs today..so kinda feeling left behind lah, feeling alone..hmm haha i usually let the music eat into me, so its true that what you focus on is ultimately what you're gonna end up being..NOT that i listen to Akon's "Mr. Lonely" thats crap the song.....so now im listening to lucie silvas, joss stone, frankie j... =\

" i cant let go no i cant let go of you..you're holding me back without even trying to...without lifting a finger you're holding me back..." - Cant Let Go by Landon Pigg

but how to? so lame.

hey, jolly xmas to everyone ( in case i dont blog by xmas ) HAHA, hope you all have a merry xmas this year and make the best out of it!

im so happy lah, today went shopping with mum at vivo city, then she bought me a new gap jeans, lol so by counting, i have 5 jeans - 3 slacking one and 2 good ones. im thinking of collecting good jeans. next year! true religion!! whoa whoa

have yet to decide what to wear for xmas, hopefully jianrong n eve will come for xmas lah, then can celebrate together also..my mum is very generous she's gonna open up her place for some old folks to visit sometime before new year =) i doubt i can pull a stunt like dat, aftall i didnt really participate in service learning either ( sorry jas! )

this year xmas wont be as generous as last year cos not even finances to give people presents, cept my mum - a wallet costing $130. but its okay she loves it. i just found out what is scones today. they're yummy, try gloria jeans.

anw, happy xmas again. and if you have nothing to do this xmas or are feeling lonely HAHA, you know who to find =] cyarll!

why do i feel like i cant work and have a life at the same time? then how exactly do adults live their lifes man. taking all these odd jobs make me question why there are actually adults who are working with me and getting the same pay as me. its kinda bad for them, because i dont feel like 6.50 per hour is any motivation at all. but anw, it makes it think i gotta really study to make sure i start off better at work, even if paper qualifications doesnt exactly mean you're better at working.

and another thing, working is a skill. socialising is a skill. you can be chao bad at studying yet so wise and capable at work. seriously, its not about how many As you get from an exam but rather your eq abilities. haha think about it!

today's sales was quite tiring..felt like murdering all the customers, haha giving them black faces so they'd stay away from my station and so i am able to clear up the mess. mango almost became a crime scene. =) haha oh yah living alone is kinda..weird, low security, and lonely? ( nah ) my home is really starting to appear like a hotel. deciding to meet my mum this sunday, gotta have a chat with her abt my dad, he's having some kinda serious troubles... but God will deliver him.

this sat / sunday is choir audition!! who wanna come support me? lol... its also gonna be this sat that my bro is enlisting into NS..so fast lah.. im gonna be left HOME ALONE =) ... thnk i'll be terribly lonely man

tml gonna have mango orchard interview hopefully can get the job lah.. then i may not continue at raffles ssd liao~ that place just didnt worked lah a lot to learn and still more to learn and didnt really make solid friends either. moving on le.. well anw did many things that i cant quite recall..

but i was just thinking this morning 6am about this year..its been the most dramatic most overcoming years of my life lah truely..then i recalled the goals i have set for 2006 that never really came to pass.. like increasing my quiet time..or evangelising...or increasing my tithe...or writing my very own daily dedications...i guess somewhere along the line i tested the line between God and Self and didnt do that well also.. mainly went out of focus mainly lost my passion.

so next year i better consider and take my goals seriously. still 2006 is eventful and i will look back and talk abt it cos i know i have moved on even more glorious. and i trust that 2007 will be great too. haha and besides, 2006 is not yet over and i will not let it go that easily this holidays. im gonna work for it, im gonna get fuelled,im gonna get back on track, and by grace. the end of the matter will be even more glorious than its beginning.

oohh mt faber was beeeaaauuuttiifooooooo! haha, like always a charming hill. khaidan,yy,yinling,mingjie,kenn,crystal,ariel,gabriel and me went! quite a lot of pple in my opinion. we went vivo first, i mean wad else given khaidan has been pressurising all of us to visit his place -_- ate carls junior then walked to the rooftop and played with the kids wading pool lol quite fun, like washing leg uptil ur knee ( tts for me la cos i short )

aft that we took bus then ascended!!! wah the road was steep, but we managed to reach the altivo ( BEST PUB ON MT FABER - in my opinion due to the amazing panoramic view ) and comfy sofas. =)) made yy slowdance with no one in front of pple to win her present, it was worth it haha. think everyone really enjoyed ourselves though we reached hm later than expected. WAS GREAT! guys, nxt? BOTANIC GARDENS! =D =D

ytd went orchard with mummy. wahaha happyfeet is chao cute, in my opinion? even better than madagascar and monster hse. =) okay im supposed to play for cgm today, shocking hor. HAHAHA better go pract dont wanna screw up ltr i hope they postpone the vivo challenge til when khaidan comes back. we desperately need his guru-help! ha.

whee! chalet was fun. though aloya really sucked, as in the facilities just couldnt make it lah. but the stay was tolerable and the people were not bad either =) i thought it was a cellgroup thing, then i realised we were combining with johnson's cellgroups. HOHO, met some new pple. loads of pple thought i was 15yrs old. what can i say ? typical~

we were constantly in the rain then back in the sun and in the rain again, thats why i caught a cold when i came back its very tiring too, and a lot of us got sunburn esp bron's sunburn was like "medium rare" already, can eat liao haha we also played touch rugby at like midnight? then the entire cellgroup went to MAC at downtown east aft that to snack (:

whoots, overall it was quite good. WHEE~ xmas is coming! yuannie i cant wait for JB! plan hao hao hor! =D also my brother due to unfortunate events is leaving for NS on 9 dec. that means i have the whole house to myself, it kinda creeps me out to live alone but well, duty calls! maybe i'll persuade my mum to get me a dog or sthg or i'll end up being ms lonelyyyy i amm sooo loneeelyyy...

time passes so fast lah, im in JCone liao nxt year A levels wow soon i'll be in uni and soon i'll be working. and here it comes that " life is too short to live the same day twice", or " one life, live it " - bron use this as reason to feast everyday -_-" oya and the entire cellgroup knows my kira eyecandy! LOL, whatever. ZWEI! i miss......... BABE! haha no lah kidding shall not snatch =) share k HOHO

haha zi-high-ing, well anw i just caught streetfighter (1994) and kickboxer(1989)'s action star - Jean-Claude Van Damme. so long never see him on screen already, bet some of u all dunno who he is lah =) i only rem him as camy's bf in streetfighter, or not? DIDCHA KNOW CAMY WAS KYLIE MINOGUE. altogether now : OH MYY GOSH!